I will not make it
Maybe someone else
Will later
No
Paradoxes
I can not stop from failing
Life could not be more easy
Still not true
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Insights
My life is a failure
Still I feel great
Very good
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Conclusion
When you get old
You realize that
Whatever you do
Things will go wrong
One way or the other
It is how you deal with
That that’s matter
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Allergic Reaction
Once upon a time
I tried to play
The game
But I failed
Very miserable
Being left with my feelings
Of not being able to live
Anxiety and frustration
Blocked thinking and frustration
This has been me
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The Power Of Negotiating
We are being put under pressure
In life all the time
Again and again
Eventually I will give in
Do what they want
But this time I will try
Something very different
Something that puts me
To a better place than now
Or not it does not really matter
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Forgiveness
I am trying to
Forgive myself
For always failing
I doesn’t work
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The Dark Corner
In the middle of life
You might find yourself
In a dark corner
Looking at the success of others
The beautiful life of your former friends
That now avoids you like the plague
Because you are in… that dark corner
Where they don’t want to be
Where you don’t want to be
If that is the case
My only advice is to
Find something else of value
Something that give the power
To live and thrive or
At least get by
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Melodrama
Living in a consistent
Melodrama
Every morning and evening
It has no end
Just a continuous crisis
And then of course
The shutdown of feelings
Watching Netflix, eating and drinking
Too much,
Running
To much
But it will stick to you
So that you cannot leave
Year after year
Staying in this dysfunctional pattern
Until it breaks your health
And you are thrown out
Like trash in the backyard
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Life
Trying to live
Again and again
Failure is a bad
Teacher
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