Allergic Reaction

Once upon a time

I tried to play

The game

But I failed

Very miserable

Being left with my feelings

Of not being able to live

Anxiety and frustration

Blocked thinking and frustration

This has been me

The Power Of Negotiating

We are being put under pressure

In life all the time

Again and again

Eventually I will give in

Do what they want

But this time I will try

Something very different

Something that puts me

To a better place than now

Or not it does not really matter

The Dark Corner

In the middle of life

You might find yourself

In a dark corner

Looking at the success of others

The beautiful life of your former friends

That now avoids you like the plague

Because you are in… that dark corner

Where they don’t want to be

Where you don’t want to be

If that is the case

My only advice is to

Find something else of value

Something that give the power

To live and thrive or

At least get by

Melodrama

Living in a consistent

Melodrama

Every morning and evening

It has no end

Just a continuous crisis

And then of course

The shutdown of feelings

Watching Netflix, eating and drinking

Too much,

Running

To much

But it will stick to you

So that you cannot leave

Year after year

Staying in this dysfunctional pattern

Until it breaks your health

And you are thrown out

Like trash in the backyard