Searching for new sensations
To fill the void
Being surrounded by
Neurotic people creates
A feeling of being drained
NO energy left
Just a lot of musts
The Big Void
Shadow play
Life changes quickly
But your family
Does not see
Any difference
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One Way Only
Rigidity is one way
To deal with reality
Sometimes it works
Most times it doesn’t
A sort of delicate balance
A way to understand the world
Without varieties or alterations
An excellent choice in many ways
Even though it destroys for the people
Around who just has to accept
Whatever is in your head at the moment
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Love
Love is beautiful madness
An insane projection
That takes over your
Mind and body
Numbing your senses
Until you wake up
After a few years
With a family
That can transfer
The madness into
The unforeseeable future
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Melodrama
Living in a consistent
Melodrama
Every morning and evening
It has no end
Just a continuous crisis
And then of course
The shutdown of feelings
Watching Netflix, eating and drinking
Too much,
Running
To much
But it will stick to you
So that you cannot leave
Year after year
Staying in this dysfunctional pattern
Until it breaks your health
And you are thrown out
Like trash in the backyard
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The Wanderer’s Story
My life is over and done with
Only the last chapter remain
The snow keeps falling
Outside the window
And it will keep on falling
Life were never easy
I never let it be
No one around me
Took it easy
The uneasy life
Got into everything
We all got caught in our
Patterns
Until I woke up
One morning and realised
That it did not matter
And walked of
Into to the wild
I never looked back
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Downhill
Finally the depression
Reached me
Back home
Downhill a bad day
As a dysfunctional family work
We bring each other down
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No Family
So we are not family anymore
Just having two children together
Living under the same roof
Let us part never to meet again
Forget what we had and have
In resentment together
We go
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Chains
Trapped in the dreams
Created for us
By all the others
Our family, nation and faith
We lived in invisible chains
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Messed Up
Writing continuously
Throughout the night
Throughout the day
I have nothing to say
We are here
Life is so good
Life is so bad
We just run through life
Repeating our ancestors
Mistakes and indisescretion
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