Back in the bad place
Where I don’t want to be
Sliding down towards
Being nice and pleasant
Hiding the problem and
Frustration
As much as possible
If I can stop that fall
I can do anything
I want
Sliding
Morning Entertainment
The fight started
Already in
Early morning
A never ending
Conflict
Revolving around
Who has done
What and when
Always the other
Persons fault
Ongoing relentless
Stress
And the eternal excuses for being
In this eternal stress mode
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New Things and Attractions
Opening the fun fair again
Filled with dysfunctional
Family attraction
Ready to turn your life
Upside down
Just outside the town
For the whole world
To look at
And be so amused
While you are getting abused
Hurray hurray
Is our dysfunctional family show
Tonight
Just pay and enjoy
Be happy that you don’t
Have to play in this ploy
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The Rare End
Projecting power in an aggressive way
The devil is not in the details
But more in the attitude
Contemptuous,
Believing to be superior
And in the same time submissive
Maybe the flip side of the coin
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Restart
The lunch eventually
Turns out to be the expected
Dysfunctional encounter
With between the narcissist and
Lone wolf
Each one talking to himself
In the different corners of the
Room
So that the circle can start
Again and again forever
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Fighting Spirit
The conflicts start
early in the morning
Promising a miserable day
Every move and action we take is a
part of a bigger pattern
So is the conflicts as well
It is all in the open to read
Still we go into a
Relationship with open eyes
Blinded for the longterm suffering
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Family Meeting
The silence and tension
Is still in the air
Unable to find a good
Way of talking
Solving not just
Containing problems
Eventually you leave when
The contraction and denial
Becomes unbearable
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The Patriarch Circle
I recognise that story
The old patriarchy decides
What is right and wrong
Good and bad,
The other people stays silent
In the background
Avoiding conflicts at all cost
No contact with the contender
The incumbent patriarch
Rules until he falls down and die
Less and less flexible over time
The end comes and
The new patriarch repeat
The pattern
Maybe it is time to break this
Patten once and for all
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Wild Flight
Running away from home
For a good reason
Leaving the toxic
Environment behind
Outside we realize that life
Is so much more
A painful realization
Since we cannot change
The basic foundation of
dysfunctions
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Father
You come back to
His house in the woods
And it is just the same
Nothing has changed
He will stay the same
Being hypocritical criticising
My mothers family even though
They been separated for over 45 years
I am still his young and sloppy son
Even though being an old bald man
