Mosaic of Fear

Fear has ruled

My life

Fear of getting hurt

Beaten up, killed, humiliated

Hiding behind a friendly smile

My soul suffered and

The game of dishonesty

Took over

Now when life is

Almost over

I wonder why

Outside The Box

I am an outsider

Far from the safety net

The air is better outside the box

Playing and rejoicing out in the free

All that fear is gone

Anxiety on Ice

Sometimes you are trapped

In your anxiety and worry

Fearing the worst

Expecting the apocalypse

But in reality

Nothing happened

You are trapped by

Your own fantasy

Into a world of horror

When this happened

A hundred times it is

Recognisable

The Projection of Fear

Fear is a strange thing

It catches you

Holding you hostage

Making you not solve

Anything, just avoiding things

Still sometimes useful

But only when you

Trust yourself to act

Upon it

Hideout

Hiding in the dark

Like a spider

Waiting for better times

While the noisy monsters outside

Keeps running around

Making life difficult

Rage

Anger is so forbidden

A good way to destroy

Your argument and

Losing your rights

Provoking and making

Your life difficult

Is the strategy

Flight

Fear and madness in different ways

Cannot find words anymore

Just lost in my own mind

Again and again

Running in circles

Without any chance to stop this madness