Suddenly all rational thinking
Disappeared and only
Undefined fear remained
Realizing that not being
In control will be the new normal
Fear and Reason
Taking Action
Action is not forming
My life
But great passivity is
I cannot take action
I want to take action
Change, be active
But the fear is
Definitely much greater
That makes the options
In my life so limited
Running away don’t
Help me at all
Since I bring
That fear with me
All the time
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Disruption
Our life’s are filled with control
Disruption are part of that control
Changing our behavior and thinking
Life tend to be even more controlled
Afterwards until there are so much
Control that freedom is the exception
That is a truly destructive illusion
Fitting our time and mind
The waves tell a different story
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A Trapped Enigma
The night is not dark
More blue and filled with errors
This is the twilight zone
A place for melancholy
And desire
Long gone memories returning
To the land of the dead
Fear and frozen fingers
Silence and mosquitos
Only the tiny creek
Provides some distracting noise
Listen, listen
Because you will not hear
Anything
Unless you are humble and patient
The forgotten gods is almost gone
Still present in the
White summer night
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Triage
Waking up an early morning
The light is the same
Everything else is different
The selection of people has started
Being very obvious still surprising
We are numbered, separated
Then going back to our normal life
Pretending it never happened
Some of being gone though
The old and infirm
Especially hiding in the shadow
Avoiding attention
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The Words
I have no hope and no fear
Just a feeling of being free
Free like Kazantzakis
Reading the writings on the dirty wall
Long time ago in Heraklion, Crete
A game of words
Leading to this conclusion
Still so tempting for
The tired mind
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Ending the Relationship
Anxiety cannot help
It only tells you to run
Run quickly
Everything more complex
Than that anxiety will not solve
Anything
But here I am running around
Prepared to leave
Without money or anything else
Needed to live
Just starting all over again
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The No Love City
I travel through the gray
City of no love
Greed and need built this town
Work and fear kept this place
For the power of the king by the grace of God
It Forced the people together
Poverty and starvation
Misery and the will to work
And here we are in the
Big gray city
Where love has died
Still it is very pretty
A honey trap for
The fly
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Life is Fear
Fear is a strange thing
Part biology, part psychology
Controlling our life
Making us change sidewalks
Now and then
All our actions is controlled by fear
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Lost Prehistory
Anxiety is so irrational
Still in prehistoric times
It helped us to survive
Now it is hard to respond
To the threat that is so much
More complex
But there might be a compleatly
Different story
