Fear has ruled
My life
Fear of getting hurt
Beaten up, killed, humiliated
Hiding behind a friendly smile
My soul suffered and
The game of dishonesty
Took over
Now when life is
Almost over
I wonder why
Mosaic of Fear
Working With Fear
Playing out in my head
All my fears
What could happen go wrong
Still this have to be done
But the solution is
Outside the ordinary box
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Outside The Box
I am an outsider
Far from the safety net
The air is better outside the box
Playing and rejoicing out in the free
All that fear is gone
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Anxiety on Ice
Sometimes you are trapped
In your anxiety and worry
Fearing the worst
Expecting the apocalypse
But in reality
Nothing happened
You are trapped by
Your own fantasy
Into a world of horror
When this happened
A hundred times it is
Recognisable
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The Projection of Fear
Fear is a strange thing
It catches you
Holding you hostage
Making you not solve
Anything, just avoiding things
Still sometimes useful
But only when you
Trust yourself to act
Upon it
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Hideout
Hiding in the dark
Like a spider
Waiting for better times
While the noisy monsters outside
Keeps running around
Making life difficult
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Rage
Anger is so forbidden
A good way to destroy
Your argument and
Losing your rights
Provoking and making
Your life difficult
Is the strategy
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Mines
Life consist of so much fear
We keep on hiding in our
Bunkers until we die
The flat tepid landscape
Is filled with mines
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Flight
Fear and madness in different ways
Cannot find words anymore
Just lost in my own mind
Again and again
Running in circles
Without any chance to stop this madness
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The Struggle
Fighting and losing
My mind in the same time
Fearing and hoping
No end in sight
Just the cycle of life
