Christmas in Dubrovnik

Moving through  the highly risky

Terrain in a lush green forest

Above the old city

I remembered

The war more than 10 years ago

Still visible with all its

Shellmarks making

Roses on the ground

Telling a distant story

Of terror and death

The war had just ended

At Christmas, just a

Shell fired in the afternoon

From the enemy in order to

Make their presence known

Later that night

The captain shot

His girlfriend in a bar

Not far from the Hotel

The scars lingers under the surface

But surface

Cosmetic beauty  that money can buy

Is what you will see


Sunday in the land of the rich

All my life has been filled with fear
Deep fear
And this deep terror
Controlled me
For a very long time
But time passes
And fear is created in those moment
Of our life when we are small and weak
Meeting myself and seeing
The shortness and limitation
Of my enemies as well my own
Shortcomings has alter the
Perspective slowly
Modifying my path
In the deep green forest