Past the Future

My time is lost

Passed out into

Nothingness and

Trivial procedures

That other finds

So very important

Feeling detached,

Feeling lost

Feeling frustrated

And castrated

Being Broke

I am broke

Mentally

Financially

Psychologically

And very, very tired

I failed in every way

All the time

Right now and into

The dark future of our world

Maybe there could be some

Strange, unconventional meaning

In my life

Maybe

But I doubt

And it does not matter

Because what is, is

Perspective

Time might tell

About the road taken

Never about what never

Came to be

We are therefore half blind

When making our decisions

Never mind

Things are definite

And other things will be

What they will be

In time

When it is up to us

To decide

Travel out of Bounds

Finding a way out of here

Losing the grip of normality

A way of leaving behind

What was never meant to be resolved

All those expectations

Leave them behind

Life is broken

And so is the planet

Lost in its own creation

Meaning a great remorse

Nothing has to be done

By me or by you

Demand and desire

Are just vanishing shadows

In the rising morning sun

Time of Returning

The future is full of surprises

As well as the past

We are running low on being high

Slowly strangulating

Regaining life will be hard

It will take time

But it will come

I am sorry

The future just passed away

Left for a better place

Took eternal vacation

From the pressure and exploitation

Present Future

We are here

Trapped in time and circumstances

Hating one another

Just being present

Is painful

This is not leaving me

No I am to weak to leave

And to strong to die

So it is in between

Limbo rules my life

Until it’s end in a

Hidden room

Many years from now