Memories drag you
Back to hell
The place you left
Many years ago
Not much is needed
To bring the trauma back
Every day a little remainder
A push, a laughter
A never ending war zone experience
Be there or be here
Eventually it breaks you
Memories
Cross hatred
In the end
Hatred will
Catch up with you
Hatred is a great reason
To keep alive
Staying fit
Like amfetamin it kills
You from the inside
Destroying your life
Emotions and soul
Be careful what happens
Then
How is it going to be
Share this:
The Return To Despair
Trying to find reasons
To have some hope
But there is nothing
To be found here
Just a lot of people
Busy with their
Own mind
Just like me
Share this:
The Price of Wisdom
Wisdom is hard to earn
The name of the currency
Is your life
Is your hope
That is hard to handle
This is not what I dreamed of
But this is my destiny
To pay a price
So high
That I will never make it
In the real world
That is the price of being
Called “Wise”
Share this:
Wanted
All those thing
That gives life
Some meaning
I wanted them too
A work, friends, things
But none of them are mine
Share this:
Wasted Wisdom
Hope is a great quality
Hope is the best of drugs
Creating an illusion
Of what is possible
To do or not
Breaking the routine
Of heavy depression
Returning deeds
And actions
To the meager
Reality of patience
Share this:
Being
Life has no meaning
Things
Just exist
I am one
Of those things
Share this:
Intuition
I am trying to find
Some hope
Something
That keeps me
Going
But the silence
Tells another story
About
What is going to
Come
Share this:
Loss of Life
I lost my hope
My life
My longing
It is all gone now
I don’t know how to make it
Still my body is here
Trembling
Share this:
No
No light
No hope
No way
Great
