Change

I am lost in

The idea of change

Maybe it is an illusion

Change might be a good idea

But a better idea is to be more

Of what I really am

Running around in a dead city

Trying to find a way to keep

Myself alive

Dogs and Family

The lost places

When this was mine

And in the same

Time never mine

Earning and buying

The illusion of being a part

Of a family

Eventually it turned out

That we were nothing

Just dogs fighting for

A piece of flesh

Chimera

The sun is gone

Just fog and

Grey matter

I came here a long time ago

Thought I would leave

Still I am here

Where I should not be

Waiting for a miracle

That has faded away

Long time ago

Just the

Mummified remains

Are still here

Like a rotten fruit

A Lovers Note

Love is a

Changing

Game and

A place

To find comfort

Food for the soul

Peace of mind

And a good reason

To take action

A looming madness

Take cover

The Prize You Pay In the End of

What prize is it worth paying

For learning about life?

Long time ago

I went to the war

Wanting to save the world

And the world came to me

And said

I don’t want to save you

I do not care if you live or die

You are not my problem said the world

And into the war I went

With people dying all the time

I were in the middle between

Life and death

But none of them had any time

So scared and tired

I went to my calm home

A place where nobody cared

And told them there are horrible

Things going on both here and there

They did not care

We have to put food on the table

And after all its their own fault

Let them die,

After all these years I still remember

And I am still scared

So maybe it was a to high price to pay

To change the world

Let it be

Let it fall

There are so many other fruits

Of knowledge in the tree

White Reality

Leaving the reality behind

Walking slowly and carefully

Into the dreamy landscape

Of the winter ice

Like a use steppe in the middle of the city

Divided by open water

Here and there

The winter gives us

A temporary reality

With the danger

Of drowning

Lingering just a few

Yards away