Survival

Trying to live

It is not easy

Much more easy

To conceal

Close, shut, block

That’s what I learned to do

Do not trust anyone

For any reason

But here I am

Realizing that it

Does not matter

Anymore

I got no ability

To do anything

Good for my self

Only for others

Maybe not even that

Whatever

I don´t care
if you 
low or high
And
I don´t care
if you 
live or die
Just be, just be
Just be what
you want to be
If you are prisoner
or if you are free
You always gonna 
be

Fear of the monsters

My mind is not clear
not open
The visibility is not fair
In the middle of the night
the street
Outside my house
lies so empty and quiet
I do  listen
because I think there are 
a chance for change
now when the silence of the night
has taken over
Lonely is our life
But I can live with that
I am not afraid to die
alone
No in life we are
often by ourself
I fear to die
late in life
surrounded by equipment, monsters of technology
that makes us cling to life as if it were a gift
and not a punishment