Once I had love
But like the sand
It moved on
Changed shape and form
Suddenly it was love no more
I have to start all over
Again and again
The Love That Was
A Moment of Shadow
I am just a shadow
Of myself
Looking out through
The window
I could be so much more
But here I am
Almost invisible gray
Time has past and a lot of things
Is not possible anymore
Still the light from the rising sun
Shines at my lap
Heating cold bones
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Hope Itself
I need a vision
Something to
Hope for
But hope will
Never come
This way
It is nonsense
Like hope
Itself
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The Control
Trying to keep control
But it is a waste of time
My stomach aches and
My mind is lost
Not here but still here
I do not need it anymore
I Let it go!
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Chimera
The sun is gone
Just fog and
Grey matter
I came here a long time ago
Thought I would leave
Still I am here
Where I should not be
Waiting for a miracle
That has faded away
Long time ago
Just the
Mummified remains
Are still here
Like a rotten fruit
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Leftover
There is just some
Fragments left
A silent memorial of
What I once was
I lost it all and have
To live with the loss
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Snowfall
I am cold to the bone
Freezing and missing
Love and affection
I know that
I will never
Have that
Again
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A Lovers Note
Love is a
Changing
Game and
A place
To find comfort
Food for the soul
Peace of mind
And a good reason
To take action
A looming madness
Take cover
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All Things I Lost
Thinking on everything
I lost and something
I never had
All I had
All I ever had was
A good feeling
On the beach
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Rotten
Bad places
A mind lock up
Closed down
Failing to see
My own needs
Working to keep
Alive
