I am trying to find
A rhythm in my life
A meaning, purpose
But it is only leftovers
Of what once was me
Leftover
Words, Words, Words
The meaning is lost
In all those words
Wasted away on trying
To understand and seeing
Meaning in trivia and empty
Words and again more words
Soon the night will fall
Eventually
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Crisis Mode
I am here now
In the middle
Of everything
Running around
Looking for answers
That will never come
While the day turns into night
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No Savior
I don’t want to save
The world
I don’t want to save
Myself
I will let go
Leave it all
Behind me
On the road
To freedom
Beyond
What is
Beyond
What could
Be
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Eternal Quest
The journey through eternity
Leaving, traveling and coming
Back and fourth
Silence that whispers
The names of those before you
And the names of those
That will pass the same way
While life passes by
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Understanding
What am I
Why am I
Where do I
Go from here?
After 53 years
I cannot answer these questions
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Today
Another day is being made
We create it all together
In our minds and soul
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Inner Meaning
On our journey through life
Through broken mirrors
That makes up and recreate
Our perception our reality
Memories where we are
Getting back to in order
To understand what is happening
Why we are
Who we believe to be
But behind this is something
Much more sinister
A way to remain and retain
What is safe
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Filling Up
All around us people are
Busy with themselves
Filling empty frames
With different content
Fulfilling dreams and distractions
Living their great illusions
Until it all evaporates
Into thin air
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Sun rays
The paradox could not be
More extreme than that
Outside warm sunny summer
Inside cold dark winter
The sun did never reached
The depth of the soul
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