I just don’t know
I just can’t tell
The difference
Living with someone
That makes you lose
Your mind in the deep blue dawn consciousness
A Saturday afternoon in January
Slowly losing your consciousness, your clothes,
Your things, your money and eventually your life
Fighting and losing all the time
Finally you see this as
Interpretations of reality
Am I mentally ill or
In a situation where I lost perception of reality
My ability to say no, to feel
And know what I feel
All that stress makes me crazy
But is it in me or around me
Where do I end and she starts?
Everyday I have to do this, this and this
Because she is so stressed reading the newspaper in sofa for a far to long time
She is not able to deal with everyday life of cleaning, making food, planing
It is all so stressful for her so it all have to wait until the very last moment
While we around her cover up
Codependent is a good word
Codependent of what?
