Breaking Glass

Growing slowly

Buds that are opening

Themselves,

Flowers and leaves

Hope and fainting

Memories of lost summers

The sun changes everything

And nothing

Every year is a new revival

A new destruction

Relentlessly and without mercy

At noon

Mess

Stress fills up the life

Makes living unpleasant

Creates bad habit

And generates very little sleep

No peace of mind

Trying to find new ways of living

While the sun rises

Higher every day

Deep Waters

Crossing the bridge

Going underground

Finding that the old ways does not

Work anymore

Most things are lost

Others are found

In between the future and the past

Both fading away in the clouds

The structure that kept things

In place is fading away

I just have hope, without any reason

Run Away

When things are so bad

That you can not stay

Focused and everything

Is so sad

That you cannot live anymore

You are looking for the door

To another life or no life

At all

Then is time to get away

Run far away

Before you are getting

Killed or kill yourself

Just by accident

Still Today

To live we

Have to recreate by

Finding meaning in lost

Words and fragments

From another era

When things tended to

Be good and easy

This is over, over

The good and easy

Is the reason for

Why we suffer

And why we are

Still alive today

Endgame

Is life worth living

What is good life?

People struggle to survive

Dying and defying

Death

That is painful

But is giving

Strength a little bit

Again the

Cycle of life

Is being closed

Nocturnal Escape

Looking for a reason to be hopeful

But I cannot find any

Darkness is all around me

Filling up every inch of my soul

The tram travels on empty dark streets

Through the night

Once I had my life here and

A naive hope of a better future

Now I know this is never going

To happened only

The night and the journey

With the tram remains