Inside the bubble
Outside real life
Larger than life
Small minds growing rich
With money and confidence
A great way to live your life
Love is what you need
Money is what you get
Or loses because of
Lack of love
Playful Afternoon
Turning Inside
As the snow keeps falling
Things get worse
Turning away from the
Difficult things that are
Caused by the inner struggle
Between adaption and
Self realization
Being introverted as part of
The dying process
Turning away from friends
Seeing no meaning of talking
Failed going to Holland
Did not dare to use my last money,
No loan, no friends, no confidence
Telling anyone
Ambivalent of the consequences
When borrowing money from
My daughter, turning the
parent-daughter relation
Upside down, just wanted
To feel well, feel my power
Inner strength, to laugh and
Get away from the self destructive
Existence called reality
My bad reality someone else’s
Dream a paradox, being told
That what you do is bad every day
Kills your senses and self respect
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A Fake Life
To live without an income
Is to live in the shadow
Of other people’s money
Their will and their whim
Moves you around like
A puppet
The shame is great enough
To kill you, through you
In front of a train or tram
Instead you hide
Building a fake identity
That eventually becomes
What you are
Not solving, just hiding
Because the shame
Is so great
Where to start from that?
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Glorious City
The city always the city
Hiding in it’s glory and
Trivial architecture from
The last century
Here a long time ago
People had the purpose
And meaning to build
A better world
Now it is mostly
Your own profit
That matters
Only the ice
Remains the same
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No Way To Pay
Sleepless night
Waking up at four
Only to find an invoice
On the floor
Something, someone
Else had promised
To pay the other day
Can’t sleep no more
No money in bank
Just have to get
Through another
Day without being
Able to pay
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Magic Cash
Money is like magic
When you have it
And earn it
Everything feels normal
And you only need to follow
A path to more money
However dreary the work is
It is there but when
You lost your work
Is like being lost in woods
You walk and do not
Find a way or an income
And it takes forever
Until you eventually
Find a tiny road
You start to doubt
Yourself and your ability
All criticism seems so threatening
Correct
The more you trust the critics
The worse it gets
It is a trick and a trap
Still the sun is quite
Trustworthy
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Money Mystic
Reason has nothing
To with money
Only mystic
Cults and mystic
Imagination
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Losing Ground
Piece by piece
You lose yourself
When you have run out of energy
Resources, money
Every opportunity can become a threat
Of proving your incompetence
Your value is always limited now
Where is my place
Where can i reverse this tide pf destruction
Or is it to late?
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Multilevel Passive Dream Aggression Income
The man trying to sell his shit
To the naive boys around the table
Everyone wants to buy it
Work two years get rich forever
I have that driving force
And all doubts you have are wrong
I am right believe me
I am the answer he says
His gesture works with him to well
The withering trust falls apart
Around the table
This is the way things are working
We give you a perfect CRM system
Work for us we might pay you later
Or not
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Compressed Wisdom
New month
More snow
Less money
