Realising who I am
In a strange way
The conclusion is
I do not want
Anymore calamity
Just peace and something
To nurture a fragile mind
Evening Clouds
The feeling
Is clear and certain
If I die this evening
It is okey
The weather is warm
And the clouds are beautiful
I had my experience
Feeling so great a few moments
That is enough
I don’t need more
I don’t care for more
Maybe I am free
Getting Lost
To wiggle thorough existens
To get lost somewhere
Another bar, library, beach
Anywhere for the peace of mind
Closing the eyes
And enjoy
Monday too
Writing to find peace of mind
Only finding anxiety and pain
I did what I had to do
Or not
I do not know
Just feeling frustration of existing
In the wrong place and time