Life Roots

I need to get the energy from my life roots

The will to grow and expand finding meaning

And will to enjoy life. Just don’t find any now

Past Life

Traveling through

Time and space

To remember

The past that is now

Present

What could I have done

Different

Such a stupid question

What was, was and no return

Will ever come

A Moment of Shadow

I am just a shadow

Of myself

Looking out through

The window

I could be so much more

But here I am

Almost invisible gray

Time has past and a lot of things

Is not possible anymore

Still the light from the rising sun

Shines at my lap

Heating cold bones

To the Other Side

I need to be aggressive

And fight myself through it

I don’t know how

Just that I have to

In order to get out on

The other side

Which I don’t know

What it looks like

Creation

Creation is a crammed bus

Filled with desperate passengers

Trying to earn a living by selling

Their used tickets

While the bus drives right out

To the dessert

Walking

To be conscious is a difficult task

Under us is an ocean of unknown

The ground is not safe

Every conscious step you take in any

Direction will sink down in the sand

Making every step very slow

Along the way that suddenly is not a way

But small, small trail

I get lost

Convincing myself I am on the right track

Knowing it is not true

The road will inevitable turn me back

To where I started

Again and again

 

Stones

There could be other ways

You are important

Just because

Or not

Do not define me

Or my importance

I am just like the stones

Temporary here for a

Very long time

Dusk

I am lonely

And everything is so strange

Life without sleep

Feeling daft and dumb

The dusk has fallen

And this day is past