Entity

What am I

A bunch of bones

Tied together by fiber

And some thoughts

A few dreams and

A lot of liquid

Moving together

Through the universe

Randomly encountering

Problems and pleasures

Local Cosmos

Traveling in my mind

Inside the enclosed room

That is my

Limited mind

I do not know

Very much

Just some empty fragment

On how not to live

This is me

And I have to stand

Who I am

Searching, always

Searching for

Different worlds

Sometimes I find them

Late at night

Evening pleasures

And just like a dream

Soon forgotten in the morning light

Intuition

I am trying to find

Some hope

Something

That keeps me

Going

But the silence

Tells another story

About

What is going to

Come

New Skies

Outside and inside

What we are

What we could be

This is it

This is now

Still changing into

Something different

Not like now but still

We are never the same

We never enter the same

River twice

The sun shines

Whatever happens

Insights

The body feels

Lonely

Just as the mind

A sad collection

Of muscles, movements

And memories

I did not ask for this

Still I am here

Unable to move

Beyond the memories

Of past trauma

What I once was

Life

Meaning?

There are no meaning

No possibility

Nothing

Only gravel and dust

Will remain

Still

That is

Something

Blocked

Life did not give me many choices

When anxiety eats your mind

Limiting the options

Still I am here

Day by day

Weaker and balder