For a long time
I was Striving to avoid
Dealing with
All the problems
They were so many,
So complicated,
And foremost,
They involved conflicts
Negotiations with other
That I felt so indebted to
But most of all it meant
That wiping up the dust
Making life more unpleasant
Than it already was
In the end
I realised that it wouldn’t matter
And my bad life
Would stay so bad
If I did not try to
Deal and solve
The problem