All that energy is gone
Just a low hanging fruit
A place of no hope
Only pain remain
That is life
Here and now
No way
Meditation at 5
What am I?
A fictional character
Living a little life
In a cold and hostile city
Near the North Pole
Playing different games and
Being played by
Strong women
Satisfying their neurotic needs
While they are doing their
Narcissistic deeds
Leaving me poor and empty
By the end of the day
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A Nighttime Parasite Plea
So I been told
All through the night
How bad I am
“You are a parasite”
The parasite told me
While sucking
My blood
“You used me”
She said taking
My money and hope
“Love me, why don’t
You love me
Now I am burned out
Because of you”
While running around
In circles blaming
The world
Pitying herself
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Return to Unhappiness
Separation
Whatever happens
This is the same spot
Back again
The same problems
Conflicts aiming
To solve nothing
Somewhere else
Nowhere else
And so on and on
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Down Into the Night
Fleeing the reality
Again and again
I cannot protect
Myself
It is getting more and more
Difficult
I fear my own life
I fear my spouse
And that is me
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Sleepwalker
Every step, every action taken
Will be judge
Condemned despised by all
Slowly piece by piece
Things are going down
Still I stayed on for years until
I could not take it anymore
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Habitual Destruction
All that commotion
Energy being put into
This eternal pattern of
Being a victim
And then eventually
Repeating it all over
Again and again
Like time had not passed
And the river not moved
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The Thing of Being
Frustration is hereditary
And depression as well
Just a few moments
In the sun
Then endless
Landscapes of grey clouds
The sun sets and the night
Starless and windy
Sets in
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Locked Up
I hate this prison
Still
I fear
Leaving
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Mishaps
I did not know if I did
Anything wrong or
Just happened
To be in her way
Everything from that point on
Was my fault
Again and again
For the last ten years
What an awful way
To waste ones life
