Forgetting to Remember

We all need nurture

Finding hope and connection

With other people

For some this is easy

For other this is hard

I start from the beginning

Every day

And still this is not true

But it feels that way


Remember to forget

Forget to remember


Travelling in my memory

I have to be there

Every day, every minute of my life

Reliving all the memories from many


I did not choose this life

This life chooses me

And still sometimes

It’s the other way around

I have fear
fear is strength 
and weakness 
I have my rest
in agony
Haunted by
from a past
life that 
i do not
but suffer from
The waves hits the shore
no guilt involved 
but they still hits the shore