I live here
And I can see
The limitations
The obstacles
All the problems
That is me
Still I am much more
We are much
Than our
Problems
Somewhere
I have nowhere
To hide
From myself
Or from
The past
In the present
Fearing Love
Meeting someone is so tempting
And so very difficult
I want to love
But love itself awakes fear
Losing your love,
Losing your control
Frost bites
Attuned to the hopelessness
Of the day as it presented itself
I continued in the same mode
Not much to do or achieve
Just the mistake of being me
In a very cold place
I had to accept and fall off
Discreetly leaving the
Disasters I caused by being me
Behind for other to clean up
If at all possible
Frozen shadow
Moving along the tracks
Of a long forgotten
Subway
Using the memory of a dream
Intuition is not working here
Only the memory takes hold
But it is not a real memory
Just a dream
Night
I am running through the night
The white light in the north guide me
Until early morning
Fearing every one I meet
Wanderer
Freezing in the sun
Finally the spring is here
But the mind and heart still lives in the winter
It feels like the road is leading me the wrong way
But all roads in life eventually has the same end
Rare flowers of dawn
The sun is still here.
Under the surface of the earth
I collect energy by alienation
Running through the woods
Screaming
Running in Circles
Quickly running away
Finding new ways to survive
I wish that someday
That life should not only
Include trying to heal wounds
But to live a good life
To have friends
To make love
To live in the wild nature
To swim in the sea
But now I am here
In my circles
Suddenly
The streets are quiet
Tonight, people trying
To make their way home
We are still trying to
Understand
The dead and the injured
It could have been me
Or anyone walking by
Not taking notice of
Death approaching
In high speed