Time passes quickly
What is the best thing
To do
What if…
The sky is getting darker
Gray clouds and some rain
Then the
Evening lights
And slow thoughts as a
Vague memory
Of another life
Lost
Past the Future
My time is lost
Passed out into
Nothingness and
Trivial procedures
That other finds
So very important
Feeling detached,
Feeling lost
Feeling frustrated
And castrated
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The Road
Morning is always difficult
It is like being in a continuous state of war
Few positive rewards
Just a long walk
Never being able to relax
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In The Darkest Hour
Life is pain
I said to myself
Just a lot of suffering
No meaning to it really
I thought
Trying to topple the grief
In my closed world
Avoiding any encouragement
To live on
Still in the middle of all that
Darkness some glimmer
Of hope lived on
And on
Keeping me alive throughout
The yearlong winter
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Grieving Process
Mourning and watching
Time go by
There must be
Some solution
Somewhere
Unknown where
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At the Bottom of the World
Just realized how
Hard
It will be
To end it all
And to start
Anything again
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Leftover
Life can be so empty
Just time to fill up
Being outside in
The cold
Hoping
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Perspective
It is different to become older
Your perspective changes
The future becomes the past
In reality, creating a paradox
Whatever you do, knowing
That it will not result in a bright
And better future just more
Ability to carry the burden
Of being oneself
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The Fire
Destruction comes as a surprise
No one expected
The burning cathedral
Fire is still burning
But again, this is not a lost cause
Eventually the spires
Will rise again
Many decades from now
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Healing
Time and time again
Now I lose the language
Losing motivation to live
Or do anything
It takes time to heal
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