My Love

I searched for you

My whole life

Dreaming, longing

Knowing that

Somewhere out there

I would eventually

Find you

But…

I never did

Local Cosmos

Traveling in my mind

Inside the enclosed room

That is my

Limited mind

I do not know

Very much

Just some empty fragment

On how not to live

This is me

And I have to stand

Who I am

Searching, always

Searching for

Different worlds

Sometimes I find them

Late at night

Evening pleasures

And just like a dream

Soon forgotten in the morning light

Life

Meaning?

There are no meaning

No possibility

Nothing

Only gravel and dust

Will remain

Still

That is

Something

On Hatred

Hatred is a good feeling

Making you feel alive

And strong,

Taking quick and swift action

Demanding action

Like a wild horse

Still this is madness

True madness

But reason is limited

And maims the soul

A dangerous contradiction

To be handle with like a

Conundrum

Late a night with care

You

Ice and Stones, stones

I  am here

Where are you?

I miss you

All around me

It’s in me to look for you

That I do not know

If you are still here or left

For good to a better place

You are not here anymore

Maybe the summer will offer hope

But I doubt

You wisely found other playgrounds

 

Lost

Lost at sea

On Sunday

The sun shines

But this does not save us

We are still lost

Even though the captain

Know where we

are going

Not needing the stars

For navigation

But wise advise