Nightlife

Another sleepless night

Another week

Another year

Still writing, still thinking

Life could be worse and better

The sun keeps rising

Every day

The Story

Making up for the loss

That cannot be covered

Trying to heal the wounds

That cannot be healed

Limping on through life

Without any hope

Without any purpose

The day is long

The night will be sleepless

I am here

Hear me out

Before I leave

And my story

Is gone

Cataclysm

The night took me

For a walk in the park

There was no peace of mind

Anymore

Had to stay awake

In order not to freeze

To death or being destroyed

By the memory of love and

Closeness

This is a day

When everything changes

All charges

All fears

Gone

But only for a

Short, short moment

The light is crystal clear

Tired less and merciless

Only darkness kept a blissful

Peace

Now forever gone

Turning

The night turns into day

Having a hard time breathing

Waking up, changing position

Falling asleep again

Time passes quickly too quickly

Wild dreams all night

Outside the eternal white

Summer light

Among the Wolfs

Being tired

missing sleeping

Night after night

Waking up

For three hours

To contemplate all the things

That should have been done long time ago

Before sleeping

Watching movies or

Listening to endless podcast

The price for an hour of sleep

Is high, precious gift

When a pill can cure it all

Yes why not

What a pathetic

Conundrum

Grief

Sleepless

Keeping the mind awake

With meaningless rants

About this and that

I lost it all and still I am here