What can I say?
Trying to collect courage
To do what is important
But losing the perspective
And losing the meaning
Searching a place deep
Deep down the soul
Courage
Sun rays
The paradox could not be
More extreme than that
Outside warm sunny summer
Inside cold dark winter
The sun did never reached
The depth of the soul
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Abandoned Building
My inner soul is abandoned
All my choices wrong
The anxiety uncontrollably
Being completely blocked
By other things
By other minds
By the will of others
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Cast and Soul
Empty shells
Washed up
At the beach
Lost stories in the sand
No doubt things could
Be better than now
But this is all forgotten
In the strong winds
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My Soul Makes Noises In the Morning
Intelligence is such a beautiful illusion
A few years ago I tried to think
Like many things in lives
It showed out to be
Much more complicated
Then I ever imagined
Bringing a tense intense
Quality into life
A sort of reverse result
From drinking wine
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The Only Soul
Stress isn’t a relief
Just a bit of thinking that
Affects your body
A pattern for survival
A way to live
Exist in a complex
World
That eventually drains
You up because
We have only one soul
And it’s need to be
Taken care of
Gently
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Entity
What am I
A bunch of bones
Tied together by fiber
And some thoughts
A few dreams and
A lot of liquid
Moving together
Through the universe
Randomly encountering
Problems and pleasures
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Meditation At Night
The mind keeps
Making bruises on itself
Desperate to get an answer
Without being able
To understand the real
Reason why
Things are so hard
The singing birds at night
Gives a little comfort
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On Hatred
Hatred is a good feeling
Making you feel alive
And strong,
Taking quick and swift action
Demanding action
Like a wild horse
Still this is madness
True madness
But reason is limited
And maims the soul
A dangerous contradiction
To be handle with like a
Conundrum
Late a night with care
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Alive
Whatever keeps me alive
It has to be strong
When despair
Grips the soul
In the middle of the night
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