Losing time
Wasting my mind
On thoughts
That does not matter
Or did matter
Long time ago
Wasted
Being tired
Writing, thinking and feeling
The mind is worn out
Tired and wounded
The memories are hiding
In their cave
Soon new challenges
Will come
New battles to be fought
To be lost or won
While the sun sets
In life
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Lost Consciousness
Losing my mind
All the thing
All the thoughts
Are being demolished
Destroyed
Soon I will not know
Who I once was
Just a human leftover
In a big city
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Protagonist
I have been silent
For such a long time
No uttering a word
Kept my thoughts
To my self
And now I don’t see
Why it would matter
Anymore
All my battles will be lost
All my thoughts will be forgotten
One day so let’s give them
Wings and words
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A Wake
Waking in the middle of the night
Can’t stop thinking
Trying to come up
With a solution
But I don’t have
Any conclusion
Just a lot of things on my mind
So have to check everything now
But it won’t matter
The head feeds me
Fantasies, memories
My fathers voice condemning
Me forever and ever
Telling me I am not ok
In any way, that is
What he say inside
My head
Even though he is dead
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Alone
Life is more or less
Allways a struggle
I am fighting
All the time
And most of the time
It is inside me
Alone with the thoughts
Running around like mad
Rabbits in a cage
To find their way out
I am a broken man
I am broke
No money, no hope
Contemplating suicide
Not a bad idea after all
Inside and outside
Life is shit
Rotten tubers
Life as a
Decomposing fruit
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In My Head
Time will not tell
Thoughts that you
Have will not be
Resolved
Only mindlessness
Going out of your mind
Will eventually save you
With emptying your
Mind and head
Or not
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Safe
It’s a good feeling
For the very moment
This is all going
To change
But the night
Is the time
For free thoughts
And mad thoughts
The sleeping people
Cannot hear us
Nor read our
Minds
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