Time, Mind and Action

Time is a precious commodity

Bought and sold at different

Prices, lost time is forever lost

In time, action taken and

Finally forgotten

Our minds and memories changing

Talkative silence in our head

Whatever once was there is no more

My actions will eventually change

Adopting to the mind of the moment

Without my consent or with my consent

Conundrum

More time cannot solve any problems

More of everything is just more

Not better but less

Unbalance between want and  need

When having mad afternoon tea

With a naked girl

Talking nonsense

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Continuum

Fighting with myself

Trying to find

Good reason to

Stay alive

Just waiting

For it all to end

There is no meaning

Only time and losses

Nothing will ever gets

Better just a continuum

Time will tell

But I will never tell

 

 

Corner

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In this lonely corner

I am all by myself

Seeing life passing by

Lost my meaning

Long time ago

Fear is gone

Hope is gone

Pictures moving

Aroud

What life should be like

At a certain age

But I am still here

Like a boy

 

Certain moments in time

Certain days are just too bad to be put down in writing

Certain moments deserves to be forgotten forever

Even if the sun is shining life can be hell as we all know

I am sorry for my own inability to handle my own problems

But that is the fact, and the sun will still shine

Whatever I do or not

The lost time

I am trying to get my mind together

All the lack of Reciprocity

The one way communication limits the meaning of any communication

Just listening to your words made me realize that all what I say lacks meaning

But still I will try

Time lost, time gain

Setting the time

The morning has long past

I am now living in the future,

It sounds like a bad movie, but everything is the same

Just different characters in the roles

And I am in the place that I always feared

Lonely, without real friends but busy taking

Care about children and mentally ill people

Most of the time, It fills my mind and I am trapped

No energy for something else than that

I will never succeed in any way

Because anxiety takes the most irrational ways

It has to go somewhere and now it takes

The energy from making a living

Slowly I am being strangled

She promised she would never let me go

And I stay as always for too long

 

 

 

Evolving

Suddenly I am back
The sun is shining
And I realize
I am short of time
So much have to be done
Or not
Maybe I am doing the wrong
Thing
But it does not matter
Because any action
Is moving my mind
From death to life