Placed in limbo
Lost for words
Thinking future
Meeting the past
Circular mind
Getting lost in the evening
That is ok a great process
Still not nice to be here
In the middle of between
Limbo
Reality As A Projekt
Tired after trying
Failure is not
The issue
But lack of lust
Joyful playfulness
Water and stones
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Split Vision, Split Will
We are not
What we think
We are but something
Entirely different
My life is spilt between
Reality and dreams of achievement
That mix does not work together
So I am completely lost forever
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The Freedom Trap
Freedom is a great illusion
The worst form of dream
The one that exist
But will never reach us
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Reflection On Water
A cold and stormy night
I came to this world
A foreign land filled
With quiet strangers
People putting their dreams
Deep in their soul
Never to be revealed, a secretive place
With people without a face
I could never imagine
That I would stay
But time just went away
Sucking my life day by day
I lived in the spiders web
And then my life took a turn
When their world started to burn
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Insights of a Trapped mind
Sometimes we end up
Trapped in our own
Inabilities, neurosis, complex, failure
It will all come to an end eventually
But this is the end of the road
From here start the unknown
To me
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Nonstop
Agony has no limits
A ongoing feeling
Of immediate disaster
This will not end well
And it will never end
Is the feeling
Only short moments of relief
Comes suddenly and unexpected
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Trapped
Things went south
In a very bad way
I stayed put
Believing things would
Get better
They didn’t
Now I cannot leave
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Home
The plan was to leave
But instead I am stuck
In this dirty house
Filled with frustration
And unwashed clothes
Nobody is happy
Nobody has the energy
To leave this hell
Well deserved of course
But still strong enough
To keep you stuck
Our own home is ultimately
Our own prison
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Survival
Survival is not a necessary thing
I don’t care
Anymore
My life is awful
I cannot move
Just being a prisoner
Of my own making
Without being
Able to free myself
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