Limbo

Placed in limbo

Lost for words

Thinking future

Meeting the past

Circular mind

Getting lost in the evening

That is ok a great process

Still not nice to be here

In the middle of between

Reflection On Water

A cold and stormy night

I came to this world

A foreign land filled

With quiet strangers

People putting their dreams

Deep in their soul

Never to be revealed, a secretive place

With people without a face

I could never imagine

That I would stay

But time just went away

Sucking my life day by day

I lived in the spiders web

And then my life took a turn

When their world started to burn

Insights of a Trapped mind

Sometimes we end up

Trapped in our own

Inabilities, neurosis, complex, failure

It will all come to an end eventually

But this is the end of the road

From here start the unknown

To me

Nonstop

Agony has no limits

A ongoing feeling

Of immediate disaster

This will not end well

And it will never end

Is the feeling

Only short moments of relief

Comes suddenly and unexpected

Trapped

Things went south

In a very bad way

I stayed put

Believing things would

Get better

They didn’t

Now I cannot leave

Home

The plan was to leave

But instead I am stuck

In this dirty house

Filled with frustration

And unwashed clothes

Nobody is happy

Nobody has the energy

To leave this hell

Well deserved of course

But still strong enough

To keep you stuck

Our own home is ultimately

Our own prison