Something is gone
Other things found
When life is turned
Upside down
Life and Time
Turning Inside
As the snow keeps falling
Things get worse
Turning away from the
Difficult things that are
Caused by the inner struggle
Between adaption and
Self realization
Being introverted as part of
The dying process
Turning away from friends
Seeing no meaning of talking
Failed going to Holland
Did not dare to use my last money,
No loan, no friends, no confidence
Telling anyone
Ambivalent of the consequences
When borrowing money from
My daughter, turning the
parent-daughter relation
Upside down, just wanted
To feel well, feel my power
Inner strength, to laugh and
Get away from the self destructive
Existence called reality
My bad reality someone else’s
Dream a paradox, being told
That what you do is bad every day
Kills your senses and self respect
